Cocaine addict stopped for around 10 months and then fell off the wagon around 8 weeks ago and have been doing £100 a day on cocaine/ hiring escorts / I know I am ruining my life but it as really gripped me this time this happened about 5 years ago when I was using every day
I'm just managing to pay my rent and bills and drive a car
My step father died 3 months ago and my father as alzeihmers maybe this triggered this relapse and I'm in trouble it's like somebody else I just drive to the cashpoint and buy more and I don't know why
Cocaine is one evil drug and I want out
I'm tempted to cut up all my bank and credit cards maybe that will help
It's just a big mess I was doing great for 12 months hardly took alcohol bought a Audi with cash as I was doing well and then it is as if the devil as took over and I'm scoring a gram everyday for the last 6 weeks
Cocaine addict stopped for around 10 months and then fell off the wagon around 8 weeks ago and have been doing £100 a day on cocaine/ hiring escorts / I know I am ruining my life but it as really gripped me this time this happened about 5 years ago when I was using every day
I'm just managing to pay my rent and bills and drive a car
My step father died 3 months ago and my father as alzeihmers maybe this triggered this relapse and I'm in trouble it's like somebody else I just...